I know you're at a crossroads in life... not sure what to do...
So, I say:
Be a Jedi! You get a cool lightsaber, and can manipulate weak people's minds! It's better than being a Power Ranger or a Sailor Senshi! And it's a much better job than Marketing Director and Publicist for KAT-TUN. ;D
*HUGS & LUV*
I know you'll do well... I have enough hope for both of us!