Tags: rant

School

Excuse me as I rant again...

Disclaimer: I am just using this journal entry to rant. It is not a reflection on anyone else but me - my state of mind at this current time/place.

I have been accepted into H_E. I should be happy. I should be jumping up and down for joy. But I'm not... and it's all due to those negative personality traits of mine (specifically, being TOO damn sensitive). I didn't care about the squib votes, and I was pretty much "over" that specific squib comment - honestly, I was - but then people had to comment to his comment, which then he commented back, and all those comments came to my email and I was forced to read and thus relive all the emo (anger/defensiveness)...

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School

H_E thoughts

Right now -- even though I've had a full night's sleep to "calm" down -- even though Hufflepuff has a healthy lead on Squib -- I am sorely tempted to withdraw my app from H_E. Tempted, but I won't since Hufflepuffs are who I will probably be most comfortable with as I realize I may be Hufflepuff-at-heart as well. But sorely tempted because of the Squibbing. Sure, I understand most of the reasons (app too short, not enough personality, "cookie-cutter") but the latest reason feels like an attack on my character. "I don't believe you" basically questions my integrity and boldly states that I am a liar.

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